The Golden Life

Easter 2011

2011-08-07T16:41:00.006-05:00

We have a tradition of going somewhere for brunch on Easter. This year, we went to the Cappricio Grill at The Peabody. When we got there and got seated, it was time for the ducks to come out. The girls and I went to watch them, and my camera battery died! These pictures were taken with my phone.

The girls and I by the fountain.

Grant and the girls
Grant and Addison after brunch!

My picts are a little out of order...Addison got up first and wanted to see what the Easter bunny brought her!
Holding up her movie! The bunny kept with his tradition and brought both girls swimsuits!

Ansley got up a little later, and even managed to get dressed before seeing her Easter basket!

When we got back from brunch, we died eggs.

We then spent the afternoon outside enjoying each other and the beautiful day. We are so thankful for Jesus and his sacrifice on the cross.

Seek First HIS Kingdom

2011-08-07T16:17:00.006-05:00

Ansley Sue was dedicated to the Lord the Saturday before Mother's Day.

She became quite the handful while patiently waiting on the other children! She jerked her bow/headband out and handed it to her daddy!

We were asked to choose a verse for Ansley. We chose Matthew 6:33 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

Ansley, we want you to seek God's will in your life. There will be times that you have to make hard decisions. Trust in God to lead you in the direction he has planned for you. As much as we love you, we know God loves you even more!

Mother's Day

2011-08-04T12:14:00.003-05:00

We went to Murfreesboro for Mother's Day this year. We went to church with my mom, and then went over to Granny's house. We took some pictures before anyone else got there.

Aunt Margaret, Granny Sue, and us!

Going dancing!

2011-08-03T21:25:00.005-05:00

Addison took dance this year and really enjoyed it. She was a little nervous about performing on stage during the recital, but she did great! The recital was in May. I'm determined to get our life blogged even if I'm 3 months behind!

Some of my favorites...

2011-08-03T20:39:00.003-05:00

These are some of my favorite pictures from this Spring...

Love seeing my girls play side by side, even if neither has on bottoms!

My sweet big girl. Addison has enjoyed riding her bike, but doesn't really like it when her legs hurt, or if she gets to going too fast! She will park her bike halfway down the hill right by our house. She's never made it around the block!

Ansley loves being outside! She has taken over Addison's 'bus', and before she started walking, she loved being pushed around outside.

Addison decided to get her hair cut this spring! I was hesitant, but she really wanted to do it! I love it, but I thought it made her look older!

Grant and I have learned that marriage is hard...but also wonderful. We have enjoyed having date nights on Monday nights when one of our moms was here. We visited Sakura's the most frequently for sushi!

Ansley loves bath time in the big tub!

Sweet smiles with her birthday bow on!

Addison doing some posing!

Jail Birds!

Wordless Wednesday

2011-08-03T15:00:00.001-05:00

No More Clowning Around!

2011-07-27T21:11:00.005-05:00

Addison on her first day of preschool. September 2009.

The first meeting with Mr. Jolly the Clown!
Addison on her first day of preschool as a 4 year old in September 2010

And the picture with Mr. Jolly!

And now, the clown is on the cake! Addison's last day of preschool was held at Party Central on May 19, 2011!

She received a diploma!

And here is my big girl on her last day of Jolly Time!

We LOVED Ms. Liz and Ms. Karen! Addison loved Jolly Time, and learned so much!

Ansley's Party Pictures

2011-07-26T20:48:00.008-05:00

For Ansley's first birthday, we just had her party at home. We invited family, and then Addison's 2 sweet, precious, friends, and their mother. Ansley enjoyed her day! I can't believe she is one year old! Where did the past year go! So at 1 year of age, Ansley was still a little, petite girl. At her 12 month appointment she weighed less than 20 lbs! She wasn't walking yet, and still scooting on her bottom! She was down to 2 nursing sessions, morning and night, with whole milk from a cup during the day. We started whole milk just a couple of days before her birthday. She was saying mommy and daddy, and using some baby signs. She was sleeping through the night, most of the time. She was putting herself to sleep at night, while sucking on her fingers, but still woke up one time most nights, but would go back to sleep after being comforted by her mommy!

I loved her birthday outfit! I bought it off of Etsy, and had someone make her bow to match. Of course, it was just starting to get hard keeping bows in her hair.

Oh how I love this precious, baby girl!
Ansley and Luke were just starting to interact. They played side by side with some toys!

Here are some of the guests fixing plates and visiting!
After eating, we opened presents. Ansley actually stayed with me, and "helped."

Here is G-Dad and Luke. I thought this was such a cute picture!
Little Miss liked her babies that she got!

After presents, we got ready for the birthday song, and cake...

Happy Birthday Ansley!

She looks interested in the cake!

No thanks, mom. Think I will pass on the cake!

OK, its my birthday! I guess I'll try it!

"GAG"

Not impressed!

After cake, or lack of for Ansley, several people went outside. We took some more snap shots!

Grammy, G-Dad and Ansley
Nana, Daddy Dick, and the girls

Overall, I think she enjoyed her day!

Ansley's First Birthday- Cookies and Milk Decor

2011-05-07T16:34:00.013-05:00

We celebrated Ms. Ansley Sue's 1st Birthday a couple of weeks a go! I had so much fun planning her party! After looking at several blogs, I decided to do a milk and cookie theme. I love polka dots, and thought I could incorporate them into a pink and brown color scheme.

I made the cupcake toppers (with Mom's help). I got the printables from here, and the cupcake liners (and lanterns, balloons, and plates) from polka dot market. I LOVE Polka Dot Market! It is a store that just makes me happy! I made the cupcakes- chocolate chip cookie dough stuffed, with butter cream icing. I was pleased with how they turned out!

I had Ansley's cake made here in town, and the "1" cookies to match.

I planned on placing the milk bottles all nice and neat, but as I was running out of time getting things ready, I asked Grant to put them in. They turned out so cute! We had strawberry, chocolate, and 2% milk. I got the labels from here, and printed them on sticker paper. I used the cupcake toppers, cut in small circles, on the top of the bottles. My friend Laura drank all the Starbucks, and gave me the bottles! Thanks sooooo much!

Plates from Polka Dot Market!

Thank you sacks for goody bags...fill your sack with cookies!

I lined the cookie jars with scrapbook paper, and then put tissue paper inside. We had Oreos, chocolate chip cookies, no bake cookies, and the 1 sugar cookies.

The birthday girl's high chair was surrounded by balloons from Polka Dot Market. I made the "I am 1!" banner behind her chair. My friend Tara cut out the letters, and I made the rest.

The lamp came from Ansley's room. The picture holder is a canvas made by friends (All for Fun Designs), and is actually a bow holder from Ansley's room.
"Happy Birthday Ansley" banner!
We had a great day celebrating Ansley's 1st birthday! Next post- pictures of the birthday girl!

Disney Day 6

2011-05-07T13:58:00.003-05:00

So 5 months later, I finally finish Disney World! The last morning we woke up to cloudy skies! We had everything pretty much packed so mom, the girls and I went back to the Magic Kingdom to ride a few rides we still had not been on- Small World, Peter Pan... It started pouring down rain on us! We bought Addison a poncho and then just ran from ride to ride. We still had fun and there was NO wait time! We headed back to the resort, and then on the airport. We were so glad we took pictures on our way to the Magic Kingdom...My girls on the final day...

Disney Day 5

2011-05-06T14:21:00.006-05:00

Friday was suppose to be our no plan day, but since we kinda took that on Wednesday, we went to the Animal Kingdom instead. We had breakfast reservations at Chef Mickey's. This was one of our favorite character meals! The characters spent a lot of time at each table, and the food was great!

So 2 of my favorite things are dressing my girls alike, and shopping at Gymboree! I bought the shirts the girls are wearing late in the summer for them to wear to the Animal Kingdom! I thought they were too cute! They both had giraffes on them.

We didn't take a lot of pictures at the Animal kingdom, but we had a fun day! The Christmas tree out front was neat- the decorations were all animal themed.

We watched the Lion King show...
We were getting ready to leave, and I asked about where we could find Pocahontas. She was at another section of the park where you had to ride a train to get there. We couldn't miss the chance so I strapped Ansley in the Moby Wrap, and away we all went. It was worth it! Addison was so excited to meet Pocahontas!

We were pretty pooped when we got back to the resort. We did a little packing, and then Grant and I took a cab into town, did a little outlet mall shopping, and went to eat at Charlie's- an awesome steakhouse.

Disney Day 4

2011-05-02T07:08:00.006-05:00

On day 4, Grant, Addison and I went to Hollywood Studios. Mom and Ansley decided they would sit this one out, too. We arrived at HS and got a Fastpass for the Rock "n" Rollercoaster and then we were lucky and were able to get on Tower of Terror with very little wait! Addison loved it, and told us for days that it was her favorite ride!

We had lunch reservations at Holly Vine and Dine. This was a good buffet lunch and we got to see some of Addison's favorite characters....The Little Einsteins!

Addison and June!

Twins! Ha! Leo liked Grant and thought with the hair and glasses they made a good pair!

OSO!
Handy Manny!

Addison on a slide at the Honey I Shrank the Kids playground. This was neat, but Grant and I didn't really like how the kids could get out of sight so easily! We didn't stay there long.

Thursday night, we had tickets to Mickey's Very Merry Christmas Party. It was still a tittle cool at night, so we bundled up and headed back to the Magic Kingdom. We got to ride some rides that we hadn't yet. We watched the Christmas parade, and then left mom and Ansley at the restaurant and rode a few more rides. It then "snowed" on Main Street. It was magical!!!

Cinderella's Castle lit up! It was beautiful!

Mom and the girls!

Disney World- Day 3!

2011-02-12T22:55:00.008-06:00

Our original plan was to go to the Animal Kingdom on Wednesday,but, we decided we needed an off day from the parks, so we decided to go to Downtown Disney instead. We ate lunch at the T-REX cafe which was pretty good. The highlight of the day was Add getting a large Mickey cookie and making a bracelet at a souvenir shop, and I got Christmas ornaments in this HUGE Christmas Ornament shop!

Addison with her cookie!

Grant and I decided to have a date night in Disney World. We are so thankful to my mom for going with us, and helping so much with the girls. We got back to the hotel and Grant got ready and went on to Epcot. Mom and I fed the girls, gave them baths, and I got Ansley to sleep before heading out to meet Grant. Some of mine and Grant's best memories are from when we went to Paris. Epcot's French Pavilion really brought back the memories! We decided we wanted to go back and eat there. Grant texted me and asked where I was. I told him Canada and he said in France. As I got close to France, I started crossing the bridge and then I saw my handsome husband, leaned against the bridge, with 2 little wine glasses. I know this sounds cheesy, but I really felt like it was out of a movie! We did a little shopping and bought some French perfume, then we went to a fabulous dinner!

We at dinner at the Bistro de Paris. (Click on name for details)
At dinner, Grant gave me my Christmas present- a pair of diamond hoop earrings! They are gorgeous! It was an awesome night! Once again, we lucked into a window seat and got to watch the fireworks from our table. The meal was fantastic!
We enjoyed looking at the Christmas lights! This tree was huge!

Disney World- Day 2- Epcot

2011-02-12T21:51:00.011-06:00

On day 2, we got another late start since we were out late the night before. It still was chilly-in the 30s and 40s, so Mom and Ansley stayed in the room. The three of us jumped on the monorail and headed to Epcot!

We got to see Daisy right of the bat, and we had heard that she is hard to find!

We walked around and we knew that the rides here were going to be packed. You have to plan rides...The thing is that the more popular rides give out so many fast passes, you may get a fast pass for 4 hours later, and you can't hold another pass until your time is up on that one! So we chose to get a fast pass for Soarin (fast pass was for late afternoon!) and then we stood in line to ride Test Track. It was neat! After that we went to The Seas with Nemo and friends and Turtle Talk with Crush. (My picts are a little out of order!) We then headed to the World Showcase. Grant and I really enjoyed this. Addison was OK when we were seeing the characters, but there aren't really rides there. Each country has a few buildings, and the people that work in each village are from that country. You can shop, eat, and sight see just like you are visiting other countries! It was cool! We had really good Mexican food for lunch!

In France, Addison had her picture taken in front of the Eiffel Tower.

Here is a picture from the Nemo pavilion!

In each country, there were storytellers. Here we were in Germany and Addison was listening to a story about a Nutcracker. When they opened their eyes there was a life sized nutcracker there. Grant was thirsty in Germany! :)

While Addison was listening to the story, Grant continued to walk around a little. He text me and said "you've got to see this!" We finished the story and met up with Grant. There was an incredible chocolate shop! Grant got a S'mores apple, Addison a chocolate strawberry, and I got fudge!

Marie!
After walking around the World Showcase, we headed back to Future World. We went to the Land Pavilion and watched the Circle of Life. We then got to ride Soarin which was pretty cool. Addison really liked it! We were cutting it close to our dinner reservations so I took off to the hotel to get mom and Ansley. Grant and Addison did a few more things. Mom and I were running late, so Grant and Addison went on to Akershus where we were having dinner. They wouldn't seat them until the entire party arrived. We were REALLY LATE! We missed our reservation, but they let us wait until the next seating. I am so glad we were able to eat there! The food was good, and it was laid back. The princesses did a parade around the restaurant with the children. It was cute!

Belle was the main princess here that you got your picture made with and they give you a copy!
Addison's Mickey pasta!
The princesses! Funny story- one of the princesses said, "It is so nice to meet you." And Addison replied, "you've already met me- remember last night at the castle!" Without missing a beat the princess responded, "Oh yes, but of course you are wearing something different and I didn't recognize you!" Nice save!

My poor Addison was exhausted! She laid out on the Monorail!

Ansley held up really well!

Disney World- Day 1!

2011-02-11T21:19:00.008-06:00

Well, I am finally blogging Disney World! I've given up on trying to completely catch up, so I thought I would start here! We were suppose to fly out early on the Dec 12th, fly to Chicago, and then to Orlando. We got a call early Saturday afternoon saying our flight was cancelled. We expected this because of the weather. Grant was on the phone with the airline and finally got us new flights. We didn't leave Little Rock until much later than planned, but we were so thankful that we found out about the flight the day before instead of being stuck at the airport! After multiple stops, we arrived in Orlando around 9:00 their time. After the "Magic" transportation, setting up the room, and waiting on bags, the girls were asleep around midnight, Grant shortly after, Mom next, then me about 2:00am! Needless to say, we didn't make it to our 8:00 breakfast reservations at Crystal Palace. We got a late start, but we were so excited!

We were very pleased with our hotel- The Contemporary Resort! The monorail went right through the hotel, so it was easy for us to go to The Magic Kingdom, and Epcot! Our room was in another building, but it was still very convenient! Here Addison and Grant were anxiously awaiting the Monorail. We were headed to the Magic Kingdom! It was absolutely freezing there. Mom and Ansley stayed in the room. It worked out great! Ansley ended up eating a lot though the night, so she slept most of the day. I was able to leave enough milk to get her through most of the day. She was also on baby food, so that helped, too!

"LOOK! It's Cinderella's Castle!"

We waited few minutes to watch a show, but the show was cancelled. Instead the characters came out to see us. We lucked out and were standing right where the line began!

We got a fast past for Buzz Light Year ride and went and got lunch. We then rode the ride which was awesome! Grant went and got fast passes for space mountain while Add and I waited in line to see Chip and Dale. They were a lot of fun! I left out the picture, but a talking trash can arrived. It laughed and joked with Grant. After finding out we were from Arkansas, it started saying "WoooooPiggggSooooie!"

We then rode the tea cups, back to Space Mountain, then headed to Mickey and Minnie's houses. We then went to the judge's tent to meet Mickie and Minnie...again!

Grant and Addison went to ride the Speedway while I went to get fast passes for Winnie the Pooh. I saw Tigger and Pooh so after I got the passes, which were away from the ride in a weird spot, so I got in line to wait for Grant and Add. She loved meeting the characters and getting their autographs!

We then rode Dumbo, went and got Hot chocolate and went to ride the Pooh ride. It was closed! UGH! By this time, it was getting late so I went back to the room to feed Ansley. Grant and Addison rode the Haunted Mansion, which scared my poor baby, then headed back to the hotel. We quickly changed Addison into her dress, and rushed to dinner at Cinderella's Royal Table.
Addison was so excited to meet Cinderella! It was so cold that night! We had to layer clothes! Poor Ansley looks rough! It was cold and I had a hat on her. It didn't really help her crazy hair! Oh well, in about 4 years we will take her back and she can get all dolled up for the castle dinner!
Addison drilled the princesses! She asked about the glass slipper, Prince Charming, etc! It was cute!

Then at dinner, Addison was "soooo excited" to see the other princesses!
Snow White!
Sleeping Beauty!
Ariel!
A kiss from the Mermaid!
Belle! Addison was a little disappointed that Belle had on her town dress and not her pretty dress! Ansley loved the princesses, too!

We had a window seat and got to watch the fireworks!
Addison's dessert...a decorate your own cupcake!
We had fun, but it was an exhausting first day!

Catching up

2011-01-07T20:59:00.000-06:00

Yes, I'm still catching up! Think I am finally done with October!

Halloween and Football game!

2010-10-31T21:09:00.000-05:00

Halloween fell on a Sunday this year, and Benton was doing trick or treating on Saturday instead. Grant and I were wanting to go to the Razorback game, so we went trick or treating in LR on Sunday! The four of us went to LR and ate at McAlister's then did a little Trick or Treating. We just dressed Ansley up before we left and never put the costume back on her! This was our neighbor's costume that we borrowed. She's such a pretty little flower!
My beautiful Little Mermaid and flower!

The Razorback game! We went some friends- Ryan and Kristie and met up with someone Grant works with whose wife works for the U of A. We went to an awesome pregame party!

Just a swinging!

2010-10-31T21:02:00.000-05:00

Ansley's first trip to the park in mid October!

First Foods

2010-10-31T21:00:00.000-05:00

Ansley wasn't just crazy about her first foods! We started with cereal, then moved to squash on October 12, 2010 at 5 1/2 months. After several days of squash, we went to peas. Each day was better, but her first tastes weren't too impressive!

Pumpkin Patch #2

2010-10-31T20:44:00.000-05:00

On October 10th, we went to a pumpkin patch in Mayflower with Michael, Gigi, and Luke. We had all spent the night at the cabin the night before. We had a fun time!
Here are our goblins!

They had a lot of playground equipment and an inflatable slide.

It was go, but Ansley had a good time!

Addison loved the pony rides!

Pumpkin Patch

2010-10-31T20:43:00.000-05:00

On October 8th, Addison's preschool class went to the Family Farm, a pumpkin patch!

It was hot, but we had fun! Addison got to bring home a little pumpkin

NYC BABY

2010-10-31T19:45:00.000-05:00

So, I will be real. Grant and I went through a difficult time. It happens, I guess, even to the best of marriages. Grant really wanted us to get away and spend some time together. This was hard for me! I wanted to go with him, but leaving my babies is hard for me. Especially Ansley. She is still on breastmilk exclusively, so I had to haul the 'ol pump with me. Grant surprised me with where we were going- New York City! We didn't officially decide to go until that Tuesday! We went the first weekend of October. We had a blast, and really needed it! Grant planned the entire weekend, and made arrangements for the girls. I can not express how much it means to me to have the mom and mother in law that I have. There is no way I could have gone and enjoyed myself if I was concerned about the girls!
So we missed our first flight, and arrived in NY a little later than expected. Everything still fell into place perfectly!

We checked in our hotel, which was in a perfect location, then walked to Time Square! We then went looking for the Majestic Theater to watch Phantom of the Opera!

All smiles in Time Square!

On Saturday, we got up and walked to Central Park. We had brunch at Sara Beth's across from the park. We then took a cab to Wall Street and walked around down there.

We walked to Ground Zero, and I was surprised with how it affected me. There was a firefighter at this station just talking to people.

We took an amazing helicopter ride of Manhattan! It was awesome!

Saturday night, we had dinner reservations at a really nice restaurant. We love getting dressed up! I wish we had more picts, but we were running late for dinner so we only got this shot, with Grant's phone, afterwards. The restaurant was good, but we paid too much for food that was just good!

In fact, after we left, Grant was still hungry and snacked on a hot dog!

On Sunday, we got up and did some more shopping and walking around. We were sad to have to head to the airport!

Overall, it was an amazing trip! We have always loved to travel, and this definitely fell at the top of our favorite trips! I am so thankful to have a husband that likes to travel!

5 months

2010-09-30T22:27:00.002-05:00

Happy 5 months Ansley Sue!!!

You are a wiggle worm! It was so hard to get a picture this month. You kick your legs constantly!
You are such a happy girl! You are smiles most of the time! You started cereal this month, and still nurse several times a day. Your sleeping is sporadic. You sometimes sleep all night, but most of the time, you still wake at least once to nurse and then go right back to sleep. You sleep a total of 11 hours at night.

You still drool a lot! Your bottom teeth still have not come through! It is crazy! Your gums will get all swollen and it looks like they are going to break through, but they never do!

You are sitting better and better all the time! You love interacting with us, especially your sister! You laugh out loud. You enjoy your exersaucer. You are doing great at Ms. Devan's house. You even put yourself to sleep for your naps now!

And you gave up on sucking your thumb...you now suck your middle and ring fingers.

Sweet, baby girl- you are so loved!

First Bites!!

2010-09-30T22:14:00.002-05:00

Ansley's first bites of cereal!!!! 9/21/10

Success!!

Saline County Fair

2010-09-30T22:06:00.000-05:00

September 9 was the Saline County Fair. We took the girls and had a good time.

Jolly Clown

2010-09-30T21:53:00.000-05:00

First Day of Preschool on September 8th. Addison has started closing her eyes during pictures. It is so hard to get a good shot of her!

Labor Day Weekend

2010-09-30T21:40:00.000-05:00

We went to the zoo for Ansley's first trip on Labor Day...Here are a few pictures!

Just a chilling!

Mommy and Baby Monkey

Ansley took a bottle on the train!

Addison having a great time! We watched a bird show!

Peek-a-boo! Sister Time!

2010-09-03T20:07:00.002-05:00

Today, I laid Ansley down on Addison's bed while I was putting up clothes. I walked out the bedroom to get something, and I could hear Addison playing with her. Although she is careful with her, she still tends to over like the "head part" on Ansley. I walked back in there to check on them, and I could hear Ansley laughing. I grabbed my camera and videoed a sweet, sweet sight!

2 Cocker Spaniels and a Doberman- 4 months

2010-08-31T21:14:00.003-05:00

Happy 4 months to my little Ansley Sue (posted a week late)! Wow! What a month! I think this has been the toughest month since Ansley was born! I have never wished to stay home with my children as much as I did this month! I knew it would all work out, and Grant and I said we would look back and laugh! It has been tough though! I really thought Ansley being at Mother's Day Out would be perfect. She would be at the same place as Addison, and I knew the people who worked there. Well, Ansley had other plans! Her personality just wasn't a good fit there on top of her not taking a bottle. But it really wasn't a good fit at my work either. I finally came to realize, she just would do better in a home environment where it was more calm, and quiet once she started taking a bottle better. I was blessed to find someone that could keep her,! I re-read "The Happiest Baby on the Block" this month, and it made me feel so much better- hence the title of this post...My mom has kidded me about how 2 laid back people could have such an intense child! Well there is a little section in the book titled "What happens when 2 Cocker Spaniels have a Doberman". We thought this was quite funny! Ansley meets the criteria in the book for an intense and sensitive baby! Each month, she becomes a little more mellow, but she still has a strong personality. So what are some of the things that qualify her?

1. Cold air made her SCREAM not whimper
2. When laid on her back her arms would flail about not rest serenely at her sides
3. She startles easily at loud noises and sudden movements
4. When hungry, she wouldn't get fussier and fussier, but instead would accelerate immediately into strong wailing!
5. When eating, she is an all-you-can-eater (slurping mild down with speedy precision)
6. Once into a vigorous cry, it was hard to get her attention, and took a while to settle her down.

So 6/6 suggesting a passionate baby! She's not been colicky or cried a lot, she's just had her intense moments! But like I said, she is becoming more mellow. She is so sweet and likes to cuddle now. She loves being talked to, and loves to smile at you!

So Ansley, what are you up to at 4 months?
You have 2, side, bottom teeth that have barely broken the skin, but aren't all the way in. You drool A LOT! You have started blowing spit bubbles!

You are growing stronger, and sitting better with support! You will look at us when we are trying to get your attention, and you really watch what we are doing!

You have started sucking your thumb! We gave up on the paci. I didn't really want to push it, but wanted you to be able to calm and soothe yourself...well, you do that with you thumb and/or fingers now.

You take bottles with NO PROBLEMS!! Can I get an AMEN!!! Finally, the week before you turned 4 months old, Nana came and stayed 3 days. Your daddy was in SanDiego, so Nana came to keep us company. Taking bottles for 3 days straight really helped. We continued to give you a bottle after that every day, and now you take them fine. Now Grammy and Nana don't have to start all over each Monday!

You can sit in your Bumbo, but you really prefer to stand!

You smile when you get out of your bathtub because...

You really enjoy kicking and splashing water EVERYWHERE!

And you love touching the water. I love watching you learn about and experience things in your environment!

You reach and grab things now and put things in your mouth! You haven't rolled this month- you can but instead you just get mad!

You are sleeping for up to 11 hours at night! I put you to bed in the pack n play one night with just one arm swaddled, thinking I would fully swaddle you when you woke back up. Well, you didn't wake that night, and that is when you discovered your thumb! You slept 8:30 to 6:45 that night! The next week I just started swaddling you under your arms and you did fine. Then on August 20, you slept all night in your crib! Such a big girl!

I love you precious girl so very much! You make your mommy so happy!

Polka Dots and Rain Drops

2010-08-31T20:47:00.002-05:00

On August 5, we were watching a light summer shower. Addison asked if she could put on her rain boots and go outside. It wasn't thundering or lightening, so I said sure. She had a blast! I let her dress herself, and I got tickled at the number of patterns she had on!

Murfreesboro Trip

2010-08-31T20:00:00.005-05:00

On July 29th, the girls and I went to Murfreesboro for two nights. Grant had a project going on at work and was going to be working a lot. It was my cousin Nathan's birthday so we ate dinner with the whole family on my mom's side on Thursday night. It was good to see everyone! We stayed at my Granny Sue's house so we could spend some time with her. Addison spent one night with Mom and Dad and had fun! When we arrived, Granny had had someone make Enchiladas and they were awesome. The whole trip seemed like a mini vacation for me! I went to see my almost 90 year old grandmother, and she wanted to take care of me! Friday morning, Ansley and I got up. I immediately smelled coffee and bacon. Granny had prepared breakfast for me! After breakfast, I had a pedicure appointment. My dad surprised me by paying for it! Mom and Addison came to Granny's and played while I was gone. After the pedi, I did a little shopping. I had fun! Friday afternoon, we went over to a friend of my sister's house to swim. Addison did great!

Addison and Kane doing puzzles...

Ansley getting some loving from Granny Sue

Bathing Beauty#1

and #2

It was nice getting to spend some time with my family!

Nursery Rhyme Time

2010-08-23T20:24:00.002-05:00

Addison's Rendition

Mary, Mary
Quite Contrary
How does your PARTY GO
With Silver Bells and
TACO SHELLS
and XXXX all in a row!

High Tech Cutie and Imagination

2010-08-19T22:24:00.003-05:00

"Hey Mom! You need to get your laptop and go to www.pillowpets.com. I want the unicorn one." OK so when did she learn that vocabulary??!!

"Addison, I am so proud of you for pooping like a big girl. (We've been having some drama-not wanting to go and holding it!)" "Mom, please don't take a picture of my poop and put it on facebook!" Um don't think I would've...

"Addison what are you doing with your phone?" "Oh, just texting Nana about my day."

She just cracks me up!

Her pretend play is amazing! She has an awesome imagination, but today it went a little too far. She came up to me holding baby Sidney. She said baby Sidney was going to fly with her daddy and be gone for 18 WEEKS. Can you hear the drama and stress of 18 weeks? Well, I looked at her and thought she looked a little teary eyed. She then said I'M GOING TO MISS HER SOOO BAD! She burst out in tears. Seriously- major melt down! I had to try so hard not to laugh! She calmed down, but was still a little down and out! Luckily baby Sidney is cuddled next to her, and not on a plane to who knows where!

Breastfeeding and a Not so Toothless Grin!

2010-08-05T22:38:00.005-05:00

I just found out that this is World Breastfeeding Week! I read a great post on Danya's blog about her journey and thought this would be a good time to talk about some changes with Ansley. On Ansley's birth post, I talked about how she was nursing 30 minutes after her birth! I couldn't believe how easy things were going with her! We had such a difficult time with Addison eating and gaining weight, I didn't know breastfeeding could be easy! Well, Ansley nurses for food. She's not a big comfort nurser, and once she was past those first few sleepy weeks, she hasn't been one to nurse to sleep. Now at night she does, but, for the most part, during the day she stays on the eat/play/sleep schedule. That's why the whole bottle issue really surprised me! I got a phone call from MDO last Monday. Ansley had had a rough morning :( She was crying, wouldn't sleep, and wouldn't take her bottle. I went and got her, and brought her to work with me. It was a rough day, and I ended up leaving early. Long story, short- Ansley is now going to work with me on at least Mondays. She has been doing good with the bottles from my mom and MIL, so it is just a relief when they have her. Mom ended up staying with her Tuesday and Wednesday this week, and plans to continue 2 days on her weeks until Ansley is a little older. She even took 17 oz yesterday while I was gone!
So why did I decide to talk about this during Breastfeeding Week? Whether or not to breastfeed was not an option for me. This is a decision that Grant and I made, and we feel this is best for us! I was amazed at the people who asked me if I was going to just quit breastfeeding since she wasn't taking a bottle well. I thought this was crazy! There have been some hard days, some really low days when I have been discouraged about doing what was best for my baby, yet her crying and not eating when I wasn't there. I have spent a lot time reading suggestions, talking to lactation consultants, and praying! I just felt this was our difficult time, where we just had to cross those hurdles that so many have to face when breastfeeding is a priority! We didn't have the hard time at first, and I am so thankful for that. I feel now, we are on the downhill slide, and we have worked through this difficult time!
On another note, during all this, Ansley starting biting me! We have finally figured out that she is teething! She has a tooth on the left side coming in, and the same tooth on the right side is on its way. Her gum is white and swollen! I feel this didn't help the bottle situation, either!
So for now, we are trying to give her bottles more often. It's sooo hard to do during the week though! She seemed to do fine this Tuesday with mom even though she hadn't had one since last Thursday. I am just hoping she will transition to a cup, and we can just start using one in the next couple of months.
I love that sweet baby!

3 months!

2010-07-21T13:12:00.001-05:00

Little Miss Ansley Sue is now 3 months old! My how you have changed! You are smiling all the time now. You smile when we talk to you, and will smile spontaneously, too!

You will laugh out loud sometimes. You are cooing a lot, and will just tell us all about what you are thinking! You also squeal in delight!

You have really good head control now. When on your tummy, you can hold your head up to 90 degrees! You can even keep you head level with your body when pulled to sitting! You also love to stand up! You have rolled over several times from your tummy to back!

You will turn your head in all directions to watch us- especially Addison! You are extremely alert now! You've started drooling a ton! You also will suck on both fists!

You are going to bed between 7:30 and 8:30, sleeping until 1-2, and then sometimes you wake again around 4, but other times you sleep until 6. No matter what, you are sleeping for longer periods! We are still swaddling you, and you still sleep in the pack in play in our room. After you eat at night, you go right back to sleep, and I can easily put you back in your "bed."

You have started going to MDO. Your first day was a little rough, and they had to call me to come feed you. You didn't take a bottle all day. You do MUCH better when you are home with your grandmothers! Today was better at MDO though! You took 3 bottles! WOOHOO! I miss you so much when you are at MDO! When I'm with you, you nurse every 2-3 hours. You take several short naps throughout the day, but occasionally will sleep for over an hour.

You are such a precious baby, and we love you very much!

Party Week!

2010-07-17T21:29:00.000-05:00

Well, my first baby is now 4 years old! I can't believe it! She is at such a fun stage, and full of drama at times! We had her friend party at Pink Bliss in LR. We were limited in how many children we could invite, and I let her make her invite list. She was able to invite all her school friends!

This pict is blurry, but I love the expression on her face! As the girls arrived they played games like Duck Duck Goose.

Then they changed into their Fairy Princess costumes and got all dolled up!

This little princess had one little screaming fit during her sister's party! She needed a nap! We took a bottle and she took a little from it. I was able to feed her while Addison opened her presents!

More little Fairy Princesses

Addison with her make up on!

Getting her nails done!

Receiving Fairy dust while...

chanting "I wish I were a princess!"

Sweet little Fairies!

Addison's cake. She wanted a purple. polka dot. rectangle cake.

Blowing out the candles!

On her actual birthday, I took cupcakes to school. Addison and I made the toppers!

Celebrating with her friends!

On the Sunday before her birthday, we had a family party at our house. It was a Candy Land theme. I was crazy getting everything together while trying to take care of Ans, but everything turned out well. I DID NOT TAKE ONE PICTURE!!! I got these from my sister and SIL. I know Gi took more and I will get those from her later. But here are a few shots!

For the birthday cake, I made a "Gloppy" cake aka a chocolate chip pound cake.

Addison got a bike for her birthday! She was excited!

She had a great week and enjoyed celebrating her birthday!

Happy Birthday Addison!

2010-07-13T22:30:00.008-05:00

Oh my sweet Addison! I can't believe you have been a part of our lives for 4 years, but I can't remember what life was like before you! Everyday you amaze us, make us laugh, and touch our hearts! So what are you up to as a 4 year old...

You love art stuff! You love to color, draw and paint.

You can write your name, but sometimes do "b" for "d" and your "s" is backwards sometimes, but it still looks beautiful to me!

You love to pretend! You are a princess or ballerina, you are a mommy...you love to play with your brother. Yes, that's right. His name is David and he has been a part of our lives for about 4 months now. You will say he is pretend, but he does everything with us. We sometimes have to roll down the window to let him jump in when we leave him places!

You love to sing! You will sing along with any song and pretend you know the words.

You have really grown this past year, and you are very tall. I am buying size 5 clothes for you! You still let me pick out your clothes for the most part, but still prefer to wear dresses. You completely dress yourself down to your shoes. You have started requesting that I leave you hair down, and not put a bow in it. We try to compromise!

You have true friends now. You enjoy your friends and look forward to playing with them at school.

You are shy at times, and will tell me you are going to be shy for a little while when we go somewhere. It just takes you a little time to warm up.

You went to VBS for the first time this summer!

You love God and have started asking questions! You can recite the Lord's Prayer and retell many Bible stories. You asked me the other day if God was dead. I said no, why? You answered -because He is in Heaven! You keep me on my toes!

You still love your family very much. You love to play with your grandmothers, aunts, uncles, and cousins.

You are a great big sister! You love Ansley very much. You like to rub your head against hers and cannot keep your hands off her head!

You've really become a Daddy's girl! You want to go with him on errands, and like for him to get you ready for bed time!

You still rarely nap! You have rest time when we are home, and you will lie in bed and read books. Occasionally you will go to sleep. You still sleep around 10 1/2 hours at night. You go to bed around 8 or 8:30 and sleep until 6:30 or 7.

You are still a good eater, but have become a little more picky! You still love fruit, and eat veges well- with Ranch! You really like sweets now, and always ask for dessert.

Addison- I love watching you grow and learn! You are a precious little girl!

Rolling!

2010-07-09T21:14:00.004-05:00

Guess who rolled over today??? That's right! She rolled just one time, but I'll take it! Last night we were helping her out by tucking her arm under her a little, and then she would roll on over. Today, I laid her down on her tummy, and she put that little head over and flipped on over!
She's growing up!

Happy 4th of July!

2010-07-09T20:41:00.004-05:00

On Saturday, I dressed the girls in some 4th attire and planned on going to Target. Addison had a drams fit because she didn't give her daddy a kiss and a hug (although she did) so she decided to stay home. I guess I got her dressed to help her daddy wash the windows!

It is sooo hard to get a good picture of both of them! Addison has started closing her eyes in most pictures! URGH!

And more pictures on Sunday!

This is blurry, but I had to put it in because Addison has really showed an interest in taking pictures and has gotten pretty good! She is still a little shaky! Maybe a camera would be a good birthday present for her! Taken care of!

On Sunday, our friends Lori and Jason and their baby Ramsey came over. Grant and Jason now do some work together, and so they had planned on us getting together over the 4th. Grant cooked ribs- they were delicious!

Me and my girls!

Ansley likes Patty Cake- even when you just do the hand movements!

Ramsey (4 months), Addison, and Ansley (2 months)

Grant, Jason, and Addison shot some fireworks. This is the first year that Addison wasn't afraid of them!

No, I didn't put her in these shoes/socks with this outfit! Grant told her to go put on some shoes and she chose these! They were good and safe for firework shooting! I, on the other hand, walked out barefoot and stepped on a spark and burned my big toe! OUCH!

We are so thankful for the freedoms we have! Hope you all had a Happy 4th of July!

Sad Times and Wet Times...

2010-07-02T22:33:00.009-05:00

Ansley had her 2 month check up on June 22. She weighed 10 lbs, 13 oz, and was 23 inches long! She is a growing girl! Dr. H was pleased with her development! When we mentioned the bottle situation, she simply said, "Well, good job Mom!" She didn't act concerned at all. Then it was on to the shots. Grant held her, it just broke my heart. I requested they did two of the shots at the same time in order to get them over faster!

Ready, Set, Shot, Scream!

HMMM! That wasn't too bad!

Last week, Grant's paternal Grandmother passed away. On Thursday, we headed to Hope. The funeral was at 10:00 Friday morning, so Grant's parents very sweetly got us a hotel room- Thanks Grammy and G-Dad! We went for a little swim before visitation Thursday night. This was my first attempt at packing for the four of us. I was a little disappointed with myself! I forgot sunscreen, and a hat for Ansley. She borrowed her cousin Luke's hat! The cuff links were also left at home, but I'm not taking all the credit for that one!

1st time in a swimming pool! The water was very warm. Ansley seemed to like it!

Grammy and Ansley

The four of us!

Cousins!

Roberts family

Worn out after the 15 minutes in the pool!

After the funeral, we stopped in Prescott to see PawPaw and Joy. This was the first time they got to meet Ansley.

Daddy and his girls!

It's Official!

2010-06-30T14:28:00.004-05:00

So my boss, Mandie, called me today, and as we were talking she said, "so are you coming back three days?" I had hinted at this before my leave, but we weren't sure with everything. I have planned childcare for me working 3 days, but I hadn't told them at work. So I answered her "YES" and just felt relieved. I'm not sure why this was such a big deal for me. I think this was a good moment for me. Instead of being sad and pouty about going back to work, I am thanking God, (and my husband!) that I will be working 3 days and be home with my girls the other 2. I have really enjoyed being home. The past couple of weeks I have really gotten in a good groove of things with taking care of the girls, cleaning house, and cooking dinner. Now let me assure you that not all those things happen daily- well except for the girls part! I really think I could be a SAHM and enjoy it. I know it wouldn't be easy- I have a high respect for those that do it!
So today, I have put on 100 different outfits on Barbie Princesses, cut out 1000 circles for a butterfly art project, listened/watched Dora, bounced a baby back to sleep after wakening up from a loud noise courtesy of her sister, changed 10 dirty diapers, changed my shirt 2x from spit up and/or drool, planned birthday parties, folded laundry, fixed breakfast and lunch, provided several meals for Ansley, and tried to plan dinner. I feel extremely blessed, and I can't wait to do this on a part time basis!
I also feel extremely blessed to love what I do professionally! I am ready to see my kiddos! I have missed them.

2 Months Old!

2010-06-21T21:42:00.003-05:00

Happy 2 months to my little Ansley Sue! She has changed so much this month! She is still a little particular about things, but she has mellowed out a lot!

Ansley- You have really grown! We go to the doctor tomorrow and I can't wait to see what you weigh and how long you are now! You smile a lot now and have giggled a few times! You enjoy sitting in your bouncy seat, and watched a Baby Einstein video for the first time and loved it! (don't criticize me- I was trying to distract her with TV so she would take a bottle- :) no success) You are awake more and have a somewhat regular routine now! You pretty much sleep, eat, play. You finally have began enjoying your bath and have even seemed to look at yourself in the mirror. You will lay on your play mat and kick and coo and just look around!

You still eat every 2 hours, and sometimes still do at night! You have began taking a long nap from around 7:15 p.m. to 10:30 or 11:00, eat, go back to sleep, eat between 1 and 2, sleep, eat between 3-4 and then sometimes you will sleep until after 7am. So your longest times are at the beginning and end of each night! You sleep in the pack and play until the wee hours and then I get lazy and just keep you in bed with us! I think daddy's alarm has started waking you up! During the day, you usually have 2 30-45 minute naps and then you will take a 1-2 hour nap after lunch and another in the later afternoon.

You still sleep better when you are swaddled, and swaddling also seems to comfort and calm you when you are just cranky and fighting sleep! I have tried to wean you a little from swaddling, but will continue it at night!

Today you had your first conversation! You took a few turns vocalizing/cooing with me! This was pretty exciting to your speech therapist mommy! We fall in love with you more each day!

This and That

2010-06-20T22:54:00.006-05:00

Just a little about all that is going on...

Ansley is really smiling now and has been for a couple of weeks. I love it! She finds her daddy pretty silly! I took a few pictures of them playing! Of course, I called Grant in there because she was so happy, but he didn't think to take pictures of us playing! HA! I thought this picture turned out neat!

I persuaded Grant to take a nap with Ansley on Saturday afternoon and went outside with Addison. I let her play in the sprinkler for a little while. We also tossed the ball back and forth and if you didn't catch it, you had to run through the sprinkler. We had fun! I wanted to take her picture because her bathing suit was super cute. She was such a ham! Work it girl!

In other news, we are swaddle weaning here! Ansley really responded well to swaddling, but I am trying to get her where she can sleep without being swaddled, too. Her startle response is so intense she always wakes herself up. I read to undo one arm at a time to get them use to it. So this week during her daytime naps, I have left her right arm out! She had done pretty good with it!

Addison drew a picture today of Ansley. She even included the unswaddled arm! I thought it was hilarious!

On another note...we are also working on trying to get Ms. Pris to take a bottle. We are trying everything...nipples, bottles, positions, environments, etc. etc.! We aren't having much success! Mom is coming this week to help so we shall see! I've really stressed about this but I have given it to God and I am confident it will work out. I talked to the Lactation Consultant at our Pediatrician's office and she brought up the fact that some babies this age are sleeping 8-10 hours at night without eating. If Ansley refuses to take a bottle then she will just reverse feed and eat at night. This actually made me feel much better!

Life is good. Overwhelming at times. But good! Thank you Lord for answering prayers in Your way, thank you Grant for being a great Daddy and husband, and thank you Momma! You do a little of everything!

I am listening to Grant snore over the monitor, so I think I will join him! I probably just missed out on the longest period of Ansley's sleep for the night!

Happy Birthday Porter

2010-06-19T22:26:00.001-05:00

On Saturday the girls and I went to Porter's birthday party. He is my cousin Ben's son. Grant had to go to work for a little while so we were on our own! We met my mom and other family there in downtown LR at their condo. It was a dinosaur themed party, and Tera made the best cupcakes for her little man! Ansley and I missed the Happy Birthday song. She wanted round 2 of her meal but was too hot under the hooter hider!

Happy Birthday Porter! He is walking now and is the cutest thing!

Ansley and her Nana!

Addison and her Nana!

Aunt Jean who lives in Florida and Ansley. Aunt Jean is Porter's Maw Maw!

Here is Porter with his other grandmother!

My girly girl who loved the dinosaur nose! We had a lot of fun. I have lots of respect for single moms! It wore me out getting us all 3 ready, running by Target to get a present and getting to the party pretty much on time! It didn't help that it was 100 degrees outside!

No She Didn't!

2010-06-11T19:22:00.003-05:00

Addison has not napped well for the past year, but we still have rest time and sometimes she does go to sleep. Sometimes she will lie in her bed and yell, "Can I get up now!!??" Since I've been on maternity leave, she has laid down around 2:00. In order to decrease the yelling and do a little lesson on telling time, I showed her what 3:00 looked like and told her she could get up then. Today was the same. I told her she could get up at 3 when the big hand was on the 12 and the little hand was on the 3. She laid in there for a while and I fed Ansley. Addison eventually started yelling. Ansley was almost asleep so I didn't yell back or go in there. I was thinking it was around 2:20 so I waited a few minutes, got Ansley down, and turned to go check on Addison. She met me in the hall and said "Its 3!" I went in her room to show her what her clock said. Lo and behold her clock looked like this....

HMMMM! I didn't think it was 3 yet. Wait! What is this??

A stool under her clock!

I went into the kitchen to verify the time. The clock said...

"But mommy, MY clock says its 3!"

I have to admit, I was impressed!

China

2010-06-11T14:20:00.004-05:00

Today over on Kelly's Korner, she is doing Show Us Your Life- China Patterns. Since my china is special, I thought I would participate! When Grant and I got married, 10 years ago, I didn't get China because I knew I would be getting my Granny Sue's China. This china is exactly what I would've wanted if I had picked out new! But this china is even more special because it is hand painted by a family member, Aunt Faye.
My china is now displayed in a china hutch in my dining room. This, too, is special because it was also Granny Sue's!

I was able to find crystal stemware that matched perfectly!

It is funny how the plates, bowls, and cups are much smaller than the ones you see today! They had their portions under better control!

I also have an inexpensive Christmas china set that I bought at Target. I love the snowflake design and it mixes perfectly with my other serving pieces and glasses!

What is your china pattern?

Brave

2010-06-10T15:46:00.003-05:00

Yesterday, I decided to be brave and take off to Murfreesboro by myself with the girls! We had good trips down there and back! They did great! We went to Granny Sue's house and just hung out there. Ansley got good sleeping time in Granny's lap. Anna and I even got to do a little shopping!

Happy Birthday G-Dad!

2010-06-10T15:17:00.005-05:00

Addison wanted to wear matching outfits!

On Saturday the 5th, we went to Mayflower to celebrate Grant's Dad's birthday. When we got there, Gaywyn wasn't feeling to well. She thought she had gotten to hot, but soon realized she had a stomach virus. Before too long, Gary wasn't feeling well either. We didn't get any pictures of the birthday boy, since he was under the weather. We had a good time, and some of Gary and Gaywyn's friends came to celebrate. Luckily no one else came down with it.

Ansley went to sleep in the bouncy, and I had to take a picture!

Here is Mr. Luke Michael! I stole some of these pictures from Gi! I think he is just adorable!

Addison and the babies! Luke is 11 weeks old and Ansley 6 weeks.

Sweet cousins!

Addison's Shug, Gi's husband- Michael, took Addison and Grant out on his fishing boat!

Memorial Day Weekend

2010-06-06T20:11:00.005-05:00

We had a great Memorial Day weekend! On Saturday, we met our friends Lori and Jason, and their 3 month old son, Ramsey, at the Mayflower house. The guys grilled steaks and the the girls took care of babies! We use to meet Lori and Jason at 9:00 for dinner. Boy have things changed!

We tried to get a good picture of the babies, but had a little trouble...

I hope Ansley cries and turns away from boys for looong time!

This one turned out a little better...Ramsey is happy!
Addison enjoyed holding Ramsey!

For dessert, we made S'mores! Lori and Jason had never made them before. Addison was glad to show them how to do it!

We sat outside and took pictures of the kiddos! What did we use to do when we were together??!!

Two good daddies and two sweet babies!

On Sunday, Addison and I made a cake in honor of the true meaning of Memorial Day. It was neat listening to Addison explain what it was about.

My mom came up on Sunday to spend a couple of days. She wanted to see the girls, and Grant and I were going to go watch a movie on Monday to celebrate our upcoming anniversary. Ansley isn't doing real good with her bottle. She will take an ounce and then scream until she nurses. Instead of the movie, Grant grilled some yummy ribs, and we hooked up the slip n slide and sprinkler and let Addison have fun. We all had great time!

Little Ones...

2010-05-31T13:11:00.004-05:00

Jesus loves me this I know...

For the Bible tells me so...

Little ones to Him belong...

They are weak, but He is strong...

Yes, Jesus loves me!

Yes, Jesus loves me! Yes, Jesus loves me! The Bible tells me so!

One Month Old!

2010-05-21T12:13:00.006-05:00

I cannot believe my baby is one month old! I am already dreading going back to work! Ansley has already changed so much! She started out pretty needy and intense- I don't think we put her down the 1st week! Not that I minded holding my sweet newborn! She cried so much during her bath in the hospital that she made herself sick, and continued to be pretty vocal anytime we started to put her down once we got home - diaper changes, baths, etc. We now know she likes to be swaddled. She has a major startle reflex which makes it hard to lay her down. The swaddling really helps! She will now sit in her bouncy seat for a little while, too.

Ansley Sue- You are staying awake more now, especially in the mornings. You still eat every 2-2 1/2 hours, even at night. There have been a couple of 3 hour stretches, but mostly you stick to the 2 hour schedule. You are a good eater, and now you don't sleep through most of your feedings. You had your 1st bottle at 4 weeks old, and did great. Daddy said you made some pretty bad faces, but you took 2 oz with a little coaching.

You love looking around and will continue to look at your environment while you are fighting sleep!You love to be held chest to chest, and you will throw your head back so you can look around. You love for me to wear the Moby wrap and carry you around in it. This helps especially in the afternoon which is your cranky time. The Moby calms you down!

I'm not sure how much you weigh now, but I'm sure its over 8 lbs. You were over your birth weight at 1 week, and at a little short of 2 weeks you were at 7 lbs 6 oz. You are wearing size 1 diapers now and are in between newborn and 0-3 month clothes. Some of the 0-3 month clothes that run a little small fit you pretty good now.

I received the "Happiest Baby on the Block" book as a baby gift. Some of the suggestions in this book have really helped you! You now take good naps in your swing. I swaddle you, walk around with you while bouncing you until you get real sleepy, then put you in your swing. I turn on white noise by your swing, and you (most of the time) will go on to sleep! You still take at least one nap on my chest each day. You don't really like anyone else putting you to sleep- including your daddy!

Ansley, I have fallen so in love with you! You are a beautiful, precious baby! I love our days together! I wish time would slow down a little bit! Happy 1 month!

Mother of 2

2010-05-18T11:47:00.004-05:00

A good friend of mine who has a newborn asked me which was harder- being a first time mom with Addison, or having two children. I told her being a first time mom. I asked Grant the same question and he agreed. Overall, we are doing great! I am much calmer this time, and I just don't sweat the small stuff! With that said it is soo hard trying to divide my time between the girls. I have been taking Addison to school 2-3 days a week to keep her in her routine, and to give Ansley and me some time alone. When I have them both here, it is a constant game of trying to occupy one or the other. If Ansley is asleep, and actually not in my arms, I try to play with Addison. This leaves little to no time for housework, etc. It all seems to work and Grant helps a lot when he gets home. I had quit buying paper plates because I was going a little green, but the paper goods are back!

If I am having somewhat of a stressful day, I just think of how lucky I am to have these 2 beautiful girls!

Ansley at 2 weeks

Here we are on Mother's Day. We went to Murfreesboro to see my mom and to see some of my other family. We made to church and Ansley surprised us all by making it through church! Funny thing Addison did- My mom was playing the organ at church, but came to sit with us during the sermon. Grant was convinced we wouldn't make it to church, and was hoping we wouldn't! When mom sat down beside Addison, Addison leaned over and said, "Nana, my daddy didn't want to come to church!" Guess she was telling on him. We got so tickled!

After church, we got a shot of Mom with her children and grand children.

One of the main reasons we went to Murfreesboro was to see Granny Sue. She hasn't been feeling real well, and had not met Ansley yet. We were able to spend most of the afternoon at her house, while several people came by meet Ansley.

My cousin Allison with Ansley. My Aunt Margaret wasn't feeling too good, so she didn't hold Ansley. We were glad she came and got to see her anyway!

My cousin Nathan also came by to meet Ansley Sue!

It was a great day and we managed to make it to Murfreesboro and back without stopping to feed! We weren't sure how Ansley would do since she eats pretty much every 2 hours, but she made it fine!

I'm pumping!

2010-05-15T18:51:00.001-05:00

I wish I had a picture, but I am sitting here finishing up the last post while Addison plays in the bathtub. She just held up a bath toy to her booby and said, "look Mom! I'm pumping!"

Mayflower vist

2010-05-13T11:36:00.004-05:00

Although Grant has still had a little odds and ends to complete, the Mayflower house/cabin is complete!! Gaywyn and Gary stayed the first night the weekend after Ansley was born, or maybe around the time (it all is a little blurry!:)) she was born. So, the weekend of May 1st, we went to see the finished product and spend a little time with the family. They hadn't (and still haven't) got their furniture in yet, so we sat on the outside furniture, but we had a nice visit.

Ansley enjoyed a long nap on G Dad's chest...

Addison enjoyed reading books with Grammy...

And Grant enjoyed fishing with his new pink Barbie fishing pole...HA! Can you tell he is a daddy to little girls! Addison enjoyed fishing for a little while, but let her daddy take over when there wasn't much action!

I finally got a picture of Ansley with her Aunt Gigi! I didn't get any pictures of Luke though! He is growing and is just adorable!

Ansley's Arrival!

2010-04-25T20:59:00.012-05:00

Welcome Ansley Sue Golden!
Born April 21, 2010
6.14 lbs and 19 1/4 inches

Beware this is a long post, but journal of the days events!

I started timing contractions around 2:30 in the afternoon, following my blog post! :) They were 8-10 minutes apart, but only lasted about 30 secs. Grant and Addison got home around 4, and the contractions were getting closer. By 5, contractions were 6-8 minutes apart, but still lasting 30-35 secs and tolerable. I called Dr. B's cell phone, but he didn't answer. I waited a few minutes, then called Medical Exchange. A few minutes later, my nurse Sheila called back. She said Dr. B was at the hospital delivering, and the dr on call had her call me. She said to give it a couple of hours, if I could tolerate the pain, but if the contractions got stronger to go on in. She said the contractions could be from the stripping and not true labor. I still wasn't really hurting. I decided to take a bath and see if that would calm things down. It didn't. Dr. B called me back around 5:20. I had a contraction on the phone with him. By this time, the contractions were 3-4 minutes apart and I couldn't talk through them -still, only lasting 30-35 secs! Dr. B said to lay down for 20 minutes and drink lots of water. If the contractions continued then go on to the hospital and have them call him. Contractions continued so we decided to go on in! My friend Holly came over to stay with Addison until my mom got there. We had already called her and she was on her way. Holly got there around 6 and we headed out. As we were walking into the labor and delivery area, Dr. B called my cell phone to check on me. I told him I was there, and again he said for them to call him and we would see how things were progressing and see if he would be able to come. My contractions were occurring about every 3 minutes at this point, and definitely stronger! I got changed, hooked up to the monitors, and finally checked around 7:30. I was at 4-5 cm. The nurse called Dr. B and he said to give it another hour to an hour and half and make sure I continued to progress and then they would admit me. Grant assured the nurse he would not be taking me home, and she agreed! Dr. B had ordered pain meds, but I couldn't get an epidural unless they new for sure I would be admitted. So I continued to have contractions every 3 minutes for the next hour. They begin lasting for about a minute and I was in pain. I think I tolerated it well. I didn't want to take the pain meds because I didn't want to feel loopy! They checked me again at 8:30 and I was 5-6 cm dilated! Thank goodness! She went to call Dr. B! The phone in the room began ringing. The nurse came in and told us to answer it because it was Dr. B. He asked how I was and then said well I guess this is it! He then said he was going to call Dr. S, and turn me over to him. I was disappointed to say the least, but I understood, and thought it was very nice of him to call and tell me himself. He was on call the next day, which I didn't realize. So after a few tears, I accepted it and decided I was ready for some pain meds, and told the nurse to order the epidural- Hallelujah! After 2 sticks, and one blown vein, the nurse had to call someone else in to get the IV started. I finally got some relief and waited on the epi! Around 10, I was 6-7 cm. I finally received the epidural shortly after! After the epidural, Ansley decided to move around a lot, and they couldn't keep her on the monitor. They were constantly trying to "find" her. So for over an hour it was a game of chase the baby. My water broke at 10:30, and my mom arrived shortly after. I started feeling a lot of pressure around 11:15. At 11:30 they decided to check again, and low and behold **10**!! It was go time, except for the fact that Grant had gone to the car to get our stuff! Ansley's heart rate started dropping around this time following the contractions so it got a little scary for a little while. They also realized she was sideways, so they put me on my side with oxygen and had me "labor down" for a little while. Next time they started to check, the nurse said "Hi baby!" She could see her head! They had called the doctor, and they got everything ready. Dr. S arrived at 12:01 and after one push, Ansley arrived at 12:04. Her apgar scores were 9 and 9! She was perfect! After they wiped her down, I asked them not to bundle her because I wanted to do skin to skin. She was hungry, and after being in this world for only 30 minutes she began to nurse! It was all a great experience!

Put me back!

Exactly 1 lb bigger than my sister was!

Hello Mommy!

My First Bath!

Nana

Aunt Anna

Daddy Dick

Cousin Kane with his girl cousins!

Uncle Shug

Grammy with her grand kids

Ready to go home!

Sweet Feet

First Bath at home

Weekend Visitors

Aunt Susan

G Dad

Ansley and Luke duking it out!

I didn't get pictures of Uncle Buddy and Aunt Karen, or Aunt Gigi who came on Sunday. Aunt Anna, Kane, Nana, and Grammy were all there on Sunday, too.

38th week Appointment

2010-04-20T14:35:00.003-05:00

Lots of progress since last week- I'm almost 4 cm dilated and 80% effaced! We scheduled an induction for Monday morning, my birthday, but Dr. B really doesn't think I will make it until then. He stripped my membranes today, so we will see if that has any effect. I went back to work for about an hour, but starting cramping pretty bad and having some stronger contractions so I came on home. Both are to be expected after the stripping. So now, I am going to rest! Dr. B is on call this weekend starting Friday morning at 7:00 so I'm just hoping she comes before or after Thursday night. Since he will be on call this weekend, he probably won't be able to come Thursday night because he will be resting up for the weekend! Grant and Addison have tickets to Disney on Ice Saturday at 3:00. We will see how that works, too! I'll probably go into labor while they are there!

The Perfect Date

2010-04-19T20:12:00.010-05:00

So my friend Tanya just posted about her idea of the perfect date. She was joining Amanda's party for Friend Makin Monday. I thought since I am about to pop, this would be fun to think/dream about! I decided to dream BIG!

So, my idea of a perfect date would involve traveling! Grant and I LOVE to travel, and since our traveling has changed from going to Paris to planning a trip to Disney, a perfect date would involve somewhere not too kid friendly. So the date would start with us giving Addison and Ansley (of course I couldn't go anywhere further than 30 minutes from Baptist hospital at this point, so pretend Ansley is here, and probably a year old, since we won't be able to leave her before then!) lots of hugs and kisses and probably putting them in their car seats either with my mom or Grant's mom because I'm psycho when it comes to car seat safety! HA! We would send them on their way and then we would drive to the airport. We would board a flight to...Vegas! Now Grant and I don't gamble, but we went to Vegas before Addison and loved the architecture and the dining! We would arrive in Vegas and check in at maybe the Bellagio. We would spend the day at the spa getting massages, pedicures, manicures, and maybe me a facial. We would then get dressed, me in a "little" (yes, I can dream one day I will be back in a little cocktail dress :)) black dress, and Grant in dress pants, for dinner at the Eiffel Tower Restaurant. We would sit at a window table overlooking the fountains. After dinner, we would go to some Cirque Du Soleil show. When we got back to our hotel room, there would be a dozen roses on the table with various chocolate desserts and maybe some champagne, since we obviously would be celebrating something big to get this perfect date!

Weekend Moments

2010-04-18T20:47:00.007-05:00

We had a great weekend! We are counting down the days until our family becomes a family of 4!

Addison loving the tummy!

On Saturday, Addison and I went and got donuts and strawberry milk...

and then went and had our nails and toenails done. Addison really enjoyed her first pedi and mani! I'm afraid we truly have a little diva on our hands! She could get use to this kind of treatment!

Pretty nails!

Saturday afternoon, we went to a birthday party. It was a Luau theme, and was really cute! They started off by getting tattoos and making hats.

Here is the party crowd!

They played several games. Here is Addison popping a balloon!

Addison and her daddy! I love this outfit! Addison's Grammy gave this to her at our baby shower. After church today, we went and ate at Cracker Barrel, ran in Babies R Us for a few last minute things, and then went to the mall to go to Build a Bear.

Addison and her mommy!

Addison made a bear for Ansley. She did the voice recorder and said "I love you Ansley. I made you a bear!" It was sweet. I got real emotional!

Rubbing the heart against her heart...

And last- giving Ansley Bear a bath. I didn't get a picture of the final product, but she was cute. Overall, we had a fantastic weekend! Now... we are ready for Ansley!

37th Week Appointment

2010-04-14T17:34:00.002-05:00

I had a dr.'s appointment today. I am 37 weeks 4 days. I have officially been pregnant now 4 days longer than with Addison! Everything was good, and I had not really changed much from last week. I told Dr. B I was hoping for a little change, and his nurse asked for a specific number. I told them I didn't care, just a little change! So he said I was now 2.2 cm! He is such a mess! So a little progress, but looks like Ansley is going to grow a little more before making her arrival. Now that we are past the 37th week mark, we are a little less anxious and are glad she is growing and everything is healthy. We will schedule an induction when I go in next Tuesday morning. Dr. B is having surgery this Friday, so I really hope she doesn't decide to come this weekend while he is out of commission! He is the dr. on call the next weekend! I am going to see if he will induce next Friday since he will be on call, and I will be 39 weeks on Saturday. I am assuming he won't, since they don't like to induce before the 39th week, but I will see! I decided my last work day will be next Wednesday! I think I will take next Thursday for a little me time! I don't want to take time away from Addison's and my Fridays, so I thought on Thursday I could take her to school, her preschool day, and go get a mani and pedi, and still pick her up early! I can't wait!

Yee Haw!

2010-04-12T19:42:00.004-05:00

Addison had a birthday party this past weekend at a Riding Academy. Grant volunteered to go with us "just in case!" Addison had a lot of fun! It made me miss riding horses. I didn't ride a whole lot growing up, but always loved it when I did!

Our little cowgirl!

They even went on a hay ride. At first, I wasn't going to go, but then I thought- Oh well! 37 weeks pregnant on a hay ride wasn't too bad!

They stopped the hay ride at a creek, and the children had a blast skipping/throwing rocks!

The party ended with horse rides! Addison loved it!

My mom came up Saturday after the party and Grant and I went on a date! We really enjoyed ourselves and had forgotten how much we missed just being out together! We had a great dinner and then went to see Date Night! It was great!

Pregnancy Memories

2010-04-09T15:47:00.004-05:00

Just a few memories I don't want to forget:

So here is what I did last weekend. I had two loads of laundry on the couch that needed to be folded, but I had some organizing that HAD to be done. I bought this handy label maker, and I LOVE IT! Here are some pantry shots...

The pictures don't really show it justice. It has always been organized, but just straightening it made me feel better!

I also organized out media/Addison's craft stuff closet. I bought a shoe organizer and put all kinds of things in it! Then of course, I labeled each pocket!

Now, I go through organizing spurts not pregnant so I'm not sure if this was pregnancy induced or not. I also cleaned out and organized the junk drawer- so much better now!

So other pregnancy memories:

I haven't really craved anything crazy, but like with Addison, I have wanted meat! I have to tell this story...During the first trimester, I really wanted meat. It was critical. Grant went to the grocery store one day, and I had planned on cooking beef stroganof for dinner. He got home, but there was no hamburger meat! It was on the receipt, thank God or I would've killed him for forgetting it, but somehow he didn't make it home with it! I CRIED! Yes, I did. I cried over meat. Then I cried because Grant didn't understand! Then yes, several hours later I laughed and realized how silly it was! The next day, Grant came home with the biggest thing of hamburger meat I had ever seen! Bless his heart!

Addison's take on the pregnancy:

"let's play cheerleader! Daddy, you be a boy cheerleader and hold me up!"

Me: "Addison, who can I be?"

"You can be BIG red!"

Me: "Thanks!"

Addison: "Mommy, I never want boobies like yours! They are too big!"

Me: "That is what happens when you have a baby in your belly. That is their way of preparing to feed the baby."

Addison: "But are they going to grow all the way to the sky?"

Grant: Sweetly pats my belly and says, "Aww Big belly!"

Addison: Cuts her eyes towards me and says "Whoa, that IS a BIG BELLY!"

So what are some of your memories of your pregnancy!

36 Weeks Pregnant

2010-04-07T20:38:00.002-05:00

Today I had my 36th week checkup. Everything was good- weight, blood pressure, and urine! Nothing had really changed from last week. I was still 2 cm dilated and 50% effaced. I was relieved! I really want her to wait until the 38th week to come! I feel really blessed to have had such a great pregnancy! Now, it has definitely been odd, but in general, it has been a very healthy pregnancy. I had another odd thing happen a couple of weeks ago, that I didn't blog about. So add to the puss pockets on my tonsils, no heart beat after hearing it 4 weeks prior, inactive bladder and 4 days of a cathetar... a blood clot! Well, sounds scarier than what it was really. It was a superficial clot in a vein in my foot. I went to my PCP for it, and he went ahead and sent me for an ultrasound of my leg to make sure there weren't any DVTs or actual blood clots in the larger veins in my leg. All was clear, and everyone said it would dissolve on its own. It pretty much is gone now. I can still feel it, but it doesn't hurt anymore. Since these weird things have happened (Dr. B had never had a pt's bladder stop working for no major reason, and Dr. M had not seen a superficial clot in at least 5 years) I kinda expect the labor to be unexpected! I thnk the thing that will shock most will be if I have to induced! We will induce probably on April 27th if Ansley does not decide to come sooner. We will see! For now, I continue to pray for her development and for our family's preparation!

Easter Weekend!

2010-04-05T21:40:00.008-05:00

Saturday morning we went to the church Easter Party/Egg hunt. Even the Easter bunny was there. Addison did fine in line, but the anxiety set in when it was her turn! Thankfully, I talked her into standing beside him for a picture!

There were craft tables set up as well as cookies and lemonade!

Addison enjoyed the hunt! The eggs were empty, but they traded the eggs in for prizes!

After the Easter Party, we went to Target, and I bought a lot of organizing things including a label maker. LOVE IT! But they may be another post! We then went and ate at Burger King. Addison got "stuck" in the tunnels and got scared. I was able to talk her back to the stairs, but then she was uneasy coming down the stairs because her feet couldn't reach. I was beginning to wonder how at 9 months pregnant I was going the squeeze up the stairs and get her! A teenage girl came to our rescue and got Addison down! After eating we came home and dyed Easter Eggs and made/decorated sugar cookies!

Sunday morning, I was in the bathroom and I heard Addison saying, "Daddy, wake up! The Easter Bunny came!" She came and found me, and we went to see what the bunny brought! There were sunglasses, a Belle princess cup, Egg sidewalk chalk, T-shirt, swimsuits, DVD, bracelet, chocolate bunny, flip flops, and a gardening set (I bought this a year ago for $3 :))

The best part of Easter this year was that Addison could begin to understand the meaning. She can tell the Easter story in her own 3 year old way! It was amazing! We read several books on the true meaning of Easter, and they talked about it at school!

After church we went to Mimi's Cafe and met Gigi, Michael, and baby Luke for lunch!

Not the best picture because the sun was in our eyes, but we had to have a family picture!

Look at this sweet family! Luke is only 2 weeks old! He was perfect during lunch! He is such a beautiful baby! Happy 1st Easter Luke!

Perfect Friday!

2010-04-05T20:52:00.004-05:00

I've been trying to plan a few special things for us to do while we are awaiting Ansley's arrival. I was dilated 1-2 centimeters last Tuesday and was 50% effaced for my 35th week appointment! So, I know it could be anytime, or I could be induced on the 27th. Either way, I know it won't be long and I am tying to spend as much quality time with Addison as I can!

Friday was a beautiful day, and we had a lot planned. Addison and I went to her school Easter party/egg hunt at 10:00. She enjoyed the cookies! They told the children they could each find 8 eggs. Addison would stop and count her eggs after each finding. She didn't feel the need to hurry- which was no surprise!

Grant is usually off on Good Friday, but this year there was a project going on and he had to make an appearance at the plant. We planned to meet at the River Market. We had lunch, let Addison play, and walked across the bridge. We had a blast!

I even thought to bring a towel and extra set of clothes in case Addison wanted to play in the fountains. She did and had so much fun! We loved watching her! Addison rode home with her daddy, and I ran to the mall to buy Addison the white T-strap staple Keds for springtime! I did a little extra shopping and bought a couple of things for both girls! When I got home, Grant went grocery shopping and cooked a fabulous dinner- steak, baked potatoes, and asparagus. I propped my swollen feet! :)

Big Sister Class

2010-04-02T21:25:00.005-05:00

Well, this precious angel's world is about to be rocked. In order to help prepare her, and do something special for her, we decided to take her to the Big Brother/Big Sister class at Baptist Hospital where I will deliver. The class was last Sunday from 3-4:15 and I would recommend it!

This was the perfect opportunity for her to wear this absolutely adorable outfit my sister bought for Addison. Ansley has a matching Little Sister one! They are so cute!

At the class, they made a picture for the baby that they can bring to the hospital and put in the bassinet. I already have this picture packed in my bag! They also practiced diapering, swaddling, and holding a baby. Then we toured the Labor and Delivery Floor which included looking at a baby in the nursery! Addison has a new baby cousin, Luke which I think has also helped prepare her. Luke is a beautiful baby, and I plan on blogging about him, too soon!

After the class, we went to Purple Cow to eat- Addison's pick! We enjoyed our Mommy, Daddy, Addison date!

Here she is with her certificate for completing the class!

Work Shower

2010-04-02T21:06:00.004-05:00

I had a work shower a couple of weeks ago. Four ladies that I work with planned it, and it was so cute. We usually have work showers at lunch so it is quick in and out and back to work!

Some of those attending.

Since this was at lunch, I am styling my scrubs and T-shirt! I am pleased to say that I can still fit in my work T-shirts! Ha! I loved this little gymboree romper!

I have some extremely creative, and talented co-workers! This container was done by my friend Tara and she and Laura had filled it with some cute stuff! Tara has a Cricuit and can do soo much with it!

The food table

Yummy strawberry cake!

Laura and Tara made this bow holder! It is so cute! I didn't realize it was a bow holder at first! I just thought it was something cute to hang on the wall!

Another thing Tara did!

Danya made this HUGE diaper cake that was precious!

I really appreciated these ladies going to the trouble of making this shower so special!

To Shower or Not To Shower

2010-04-02T20:30:00.007-05:00

Although the title of this post could be about my debate some nights when I have been completely exhausted after working all day, coming home, preparing dinner, cleaning up, bathing Addison, getting her ready for bed, reading to her, and then ironing her clothes for the next day and preparing her lunch, it is not. Grant is usually a big help, but a couple of nights of weeks he has been going to Mayflower to remodel a house for his parents. I've missed him being here, but we have survived just fine, and the house should be done before Ansley's arrival. So actually, this post is about the first baby shower for Ansley. Some may find showers for the 2nd baby controversial, but I've always said that it isn't the baby's fault that they weren't first, and they deserve new stuff, too! I was so honored when Holly and Heather decided to host a baby shower for us! Now, with that said, we didn't need big stuff, and I still felt a little weird about having a shower, but we decided to keep it small, and just invited close friends and family. We recieved so many nice gifts! It was so fun coming home and going through everything again. I really began to feel prepared when I got things put up.

Gigi gave us this little "a" onsie- SOOO cute!

Holly and Heather did the diaper bag- I LOVE IT!

My friend Suzy made this little Razorback dress. She is very talented and I can't wait to see Ansley in it!

Several people also brought Addison gifts which I thought was super sweet!

The food table

Heather, me, and Holly

The adorable and delicious cake!

A diaper cake my friend Sarah made! Look closely and you will see some absolutely precious shoes! Too Cute!

So a BIG thanks to all who came and for all the wonderful gifts! Holly and Heather- I really appreciate you hosting this shower for us!

Oh! I have a Blog!

2010-03-25T19:50:00.004-05:00

So, not a lot of free time around here lately, and I have been going to bed MUCH earlier than I use to. I just realized I haven't blogged the entire month of March, nor have I even blogged all of February. Here is a little catch up (in reverse order!).

Santa brought Addison a Barbie Dream house for Christmas. She really wasn't playing with it, and there were little pieces everywhere. I also struggled with maybe introducing Barbies too early. She still loves her babies, and prefers to play house more than anything. So, I decided to put the barbie house in the attic. I somehow convinced Addison this was her idea so she was fine with it. Since the Barbie house was her main Christmas present, I felt we needed to replace it. I decided to buy her a new baby bed.

It came in and she and her daddy put it together. It is cute and she has really enjoyed having it!

Addison got her Handy Manny tools out to "help" her daddy put it together. I thought this was too cute and really enjoyed watching them put it together!

Grant, Addison and I went to Memphis at the end of Feb for a Speech-Language Conference. I was able to get all my continuing education hours for the year. I am so glad this is taken care of before Ansley is born. Grant and Addison went to the Children's Museum in Memphis and had a great time! I took this picture at Neely's Barbecue place in Memphis.

This month we decided to stop gymnastic classes for a while. Here are some pictures from her last night! I think we may try dance in the fall. She loves being a ballerina!

And last, Valentine's Day was fun this year. We made cookies, but I managed to not get a picture. Here is Addison with a couple of her gifts. She got a jewelry box, jewelry, and a box of chocolates.

February was also filled with several Birthday Parties! Addison went to one at Leah's gymnastics, Build a Bear, and the Wonder Place. She was so excited for the birthday boy and girls to open their presents!

Snow Day!

2010-02-08T11:20:00.003-06:00

We woke to a big surprise today- a beautiful blanket of snow! Grant went to work assuring me that I would not be leaving the house! I finally received official word around 9 that work was open for staff only, and we could come in and do paperwork or watch training videos if we could make it. I decided that it would be best for us to just stay home! Addison's daycare was closed, too.

We bundled up and went outside! Look what a 3 year old and her pregnant mama can do! Addison named the snowman "Hair Bear"

What a beautiful day! The snow is still coming down like crazy! Huge flakes are falling! Addison and I have had a cup of hot chocolate and are now watching 101 Dalmatians. Today was the BEST surprise!

Ansley's Nursery

2010-02-07T20:52:00.004-06:00

Grant and I finished hanging things in the nursery today! I love how it turned out!

A friend of the family (also 3rd cousin) painted this. I sent her the bedding blanket and she matched it perfectly!

Nursing, reading, rocking corner

Crib that I'm sure she won't touch for several weeks! HA!

I love this lamp! Thought it matched perfectly!

Although we used Addison's bedding and furniture, I think it looks very different from Addison's nursery. I remember sitting and rocking while I was pregnant with Addison. I haven't spent time just enjoying being pregnant like that this time around just because I'm busier with Addison. Now that the nursery is done, I want to just sit in there! I love it and can't wait to meet this baby girl!

The rest of Christmas and New Years

2010-01-29T21:09:00.004-06:00

Christmas Eve Tradtions

2009-12-30T14:25:00.007-06:00

We actually cheated a little this year and celebrated Christmas Eve a little early at our house. We wanted to be able to spend "Christmas Day" playing and being together, instead of traveling to different Christmases. We knew Addison would want to enjoy her toys this year!
As posted earlier, Addison has been terrified of Santa for a couple of years now. She came with me to work on Wednesday, and this sweet Santa was able to coax her into his lap! She stood next to him at first and said "I want a Barbie house please!"

When we got home, we started our Christmas Eve Eve tradition. Grant, Addison and I exchanged presents. One of Addison's favorite presents was a doctor kit. She remembered that she had dress up scrubs and went and put them on to finish opening gifts! It was pretty cute!

She loved her FurReal kitty. She named it Sarah!

I got a deviled egg server I had on my wish list. I was impressed that Grant got this, and then he brought in my other gift- UGGs! I didn't get a picture, but I was thrilled. We were suppose to do only little gifts because we bought a new KING bed, but I gladly accepted them and they are awesome!

I got Grant a shirt, and felt guilty after opening my UGGs. I then remembered he had just bought himself a PS3 so I didn't feel as bad!

Playing doctor.

After gifts, we started getting ready for Santa!

We baked cookies, put on Christmas gown, and put Santa's cookies by the fireplace!

We all sat in front of the fireplace and read "The Night Before Christmas" and "The Christmas Story" We want to have fun with Santa, but also remember the real meaning of Christmas!

Since we don't have a chimney, we put a key out so Santa could come in. (Thanks Aunt Anna and Kane for this a couple of years ago!)

Then off to bed!

Gifts from Santa!

We spent the real Christmas Eve day playing! Christmas Eve night, Gigi and Michael came over and we had a nice dinner of Lasagna, Salad, and Bruschetta.

Love this picture! She put on her new Snow boots with her dress and wanted to dance with her daddy!

Ornament Party!

2009-12-19T09:37:00.005-06:00

I had an ornament party on Thursday night. There was a good turn out and I think everyone had a great time! I love hosting parties!

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The food table..

The punch! I put this beverage dispenser on my Christmas wish list on Target.com. Someone had purchased it, but I didn't know who. I really wanted it for the party, and was so excited when I got this from Gigi at our Christmas weekend at the Golden's! It has a separate piece at the bottom for decorations or ice. I put ornaments in it! It turned out really neat!

A jolly time at Jolly Time!

2009-12-19T09:08:00.004-06:00

On Thursday, Addison had her Preschool Christmas Party. I switched my days this week so I could go and help at the party and then Addison could come home with me afterwards. I had an ornament party at the house that night so it helped not working to prepare for it, too!

They had several activity stations set up at the party. They made reindeer food...

Decorated sugar cookies...

And made reindeer antlers!

Then they ate! You should have seen the spread that was set up for 3 year olds! We had fun! Addison loves going to Jolly Time!

Christmas with the Goldens

2009-12-19T08:50:00.005-06:00

Last weekend we spent the weekend with Grant's parents in DeQueen to celebrate Christmas with them. We had a great weekend!

Gigi took some pictures of us and I uploaded them straight to my Wal Mart account. I tried to copy and paste them on here, but they turned out small!

Addison got a Beast doll that turns into the prince!

Shug remembers reading "Where the Wild Things Are" as a child. Gi and Michael had bought the book for Luke, but I found it on DVD so that was part of Michael's present from us!

Gaywyn got Grant's cars out of the attic and Grant and Addison enjoyed playing with them!

Saturday night was Gary's bank work party so Shug cooked dinner for Gigi and himself, Grant, Addison and me. It was wonderful as always. Grant helped of course!

Addison loved her new light up paint set!

Gi and Michael brought their Wii and everyone enjoyed playing!

One of those days...

2009-12-09T21:23:00.002-06:00

Today was just one of those days where I seriously DID NOT want to get out of bed. I was up off and on all night coughing. Not a deep, productive cough, just one of those annoying coughs that is a result of the little itchy feeling in the back of your throat. I tend to get a sinus infection every year around this time, and I think it is coming on- UGH! I drank (ate?) honey by the tablespoons to help throughout the night, but I'm not sure it worked. I had to rush to get Addison and me out the door this morning and we ate breakfast in the car. I then got more information about a doctor who did not want to sign a prescription for therapy for a child I had tested because he did not agree with some of the issues. Unfortunately, this kind of stuff really upsets me! I want to justify my recommendations while screaming in his face- no just kidding, just would like to explain myself! But anyway, I then had a couple of rough sessions, ending with a normally compliant child that yelled at me to be quiet and then threatened me if I said "one more ting!" Yes I mean ting- remember I am a speech therapist! When I was done seeing children, and was working on the tons of paper work I have, I called Grant and he put me on speaker phone. He was sitting on the tub while Addison pooped- isn't he a good daddy??!! I told them we had 2 choices for dinner. Spaghetti or Cracker Barrel. They chose Cracker Barrel so when I got home we went and ate. We had a good dinner then decided to go get hot chocolate and look at lights. What a way to end the day! No matter how frustrating moments can be, making memories with my family makes me so happy! So today was one of those days- I made some memories with my two favorite people! It was a great day!

Breakfast with Santa

2009-12-06T17:57:00.004-06:00

Saturday morning we got ready to go to Breakfast with Santa at Arkansas Children's Hospital. We heard that this is the only day that there are more healthy children than sick children on the campus. I took Addison's picture before we left with her tree. We talked about Santa and she said she would take one picture with Santa. We tried to be very upbeat about Santa...how nice he is...only takes 5 seconds for the picture...and on and on. Well, it didn't work. We got up there for our turn and the tears came on. The picture is pitiful!

One of the volunteers offered to take a family picture since Addison freaked out with Santa!

They had several activities for the children to do besides seeing Santa. They had a long craft table set up where Addison made a Santa face...

A place where you could call an elf at the North Pole...

Write a letter to Santa...

And put the finished letter in a mail box. Here is Addison's finished letter that she "wrote." We are working on her name- you can see it at the bottom! I dot it and she traces it. She is getting really good at this!

The firemen cooked a large breakfast that was pretty good. The whole event was neat, and we will definitely go back next year. 100% of the proceeds went to benefit ACH. It is amazing the amount of volunteers that were there!

And Baby Makes THREE...

2009-12-05T22:03:00.004-06:00

GIRLS for our house!!! We had an ultrasound appointment on Thursday, and got to see our baby. Everything looked great, and we found out she was going to be a girl! We are thrilled. If you had asked me, I probably would have said it was going to be a boy. I think everyone else (besides Addison) thought it was a boy, therefore convincing me. But, every since we had Addison, I could just see us with two girls. This may explain the next 2 pictures...

I bought this tutu a couple of months ago, because it was just too cute!

When we were in Branson this summer, I bought this sweet little outfit to match Addison's that I bought for next summer! I thought with both I could give as gifts if I needed to, but I am so glad we will get to use them!!

Here is Addison looking at pictures of her soon to be baby sister!

Here is Addison showing Granny Sue the ultrasound picture and telling her that the baby will be named after her...Ansley Sue!

Thursday, Addison and I went to Murfreesboro for my Aunt Susan's 50th birthday. Happy Birthday Aunt Susan! Addison also told me we were naming Ansley Sue after Aunt Susan! That is fine by me! We love you!

Christmas Parade

2009-12-02T21:40:00.004-06:00

The Christmas parade was held this week. We went and ate pizza, then went to the church to watch the parade. We bundled up, but still we froze!

I tried to take a picture of us, but Addison looks like an Eskimo!

Grant took this one! We were sitting on a blanket, trying to stay warm, wishing we had another blanket to cover us!

The court house was lit up before the parade began

Addison loved the little ponies!

Finally, Santa Clause!

I'm Thankful!

2009-11-30T20:44:00.005-06:00

I have so much to be thankful for this year! We are so blessed!

Addison's snack day was Tuesday at Preschool. I was so tempted to just get something easy and fast, but I wanted to do a special snack for Thanksgiving. So Monday, after working late, I headed to the grocery store to get the Turkey cookie supplies. I arrived home after 6, and quickly prepared dinner aka opening up the bought Rotisserie Chicken only to find a turkey breast, and warming up canned veges. I was tired, and so was Addison, but we managed to make a few cookies before she went to bed. I stayed up late and finished the cookies... Aren't they cute!!???

And then when I got up on Tuesday morning, I found this sweet note from my wonderful husband!

So they do realize we sometimes go the extra mile for our children, and appreciate the recognition! Thanks Babe!

Thursday morning, we got up and began our Thanksgiving rush- 3 Thanksgiving celebrations and then back home! Here is my little turkey ready for Thanksgiving!

First stop- Paw Paw and Joy's in Prescott. Here is Addison with her Grammy.

Second stop-Uncle Buddy and Aunt Karen's in Murfreesboro. Here is Addison with her Nana.

Uncle Buddy and the new addition- Molly. Addison had a blast playing with Molly!

And last stop- Aunt Margaret and Uncle Tom's house. This was a cool toy that my cousins had grown up playing with. Addison thought it was pretty neat, too!

We then took my Granny Sue home, and went inside to see her tree and Christmas decorations. I love her house and it always looks beautiful for whatever season, but especially Christmas! We put Addison in her pjs, brushed her teeth and headed home! It was awesome waking up Friday with nothing to do, but decorate!

Addison came home with a turkey painting made from her hand at school last week. On it, it said, "Addison is thankful for her Mommy and Daddy kissing at their wedding."

Chicago

2009-11-30T20:19:00.004-06:00

Grant and I went to Chicago a couple of weekends ago. We had a blast.! Our 10 year anniversary will be arriving right after our new little bundle of joy comes, so we didn't think we would be celebrating then. We decided to go somewhere now, before I got too big and uncomfortable. We decided on Chicago, and I'm glad we did. We stayed at the Omni on the Magnificent Mile. We didn't leave this area, and didn't even go into every store. We shopped, walked, and ate. The Holiday parade was going on and we watched a little of it on Saturday night. It was a fun trip! We missed Addison a lot- and a lot more than she missed us! She stayed one night with each grandparents.

I had Gaywyn take my picture before we left for the airport on Friday morning. I am 16 weeks- 4 months! I forgot to rotate the picture before I posted- sorry!

Friday for lunch, we ate Chicago style pizza! It was yummy! Friday night, we shared a burger at Cheesecake Factory because we both wanted our own cheesecake!

On Saturday, we went to the John Hancock tower. We went to the lounge area and got a perfect window seat! I even enjoyed a Rush Street Martini- a refreshing virgin drink with various fruit juices!

The view was amazing! Grant was pretty impressive with his knowledge of the various skyscraper stats- well he used his iphone impressively well to obtain this knowledge anyway! Ha!

We arrived at the airport too early on Sunday, but were able to catch an earlier flight. We arrived in LR, then went and ate at On the Border and did a little Christmas shopping at Toys-R-Us before heading back to the airport to get our luggage. Then we went home and waited on Addison's arrival! It sure was good to see her!

Praise Him! Praise Him! Praise Him!

2009-11-11T20:46:00.002-06:00

Yesterday I went to the dr feeling quite anxious, but also at peace because I knew God was in control. Several people were praying, and I was ready for freedom! And that is what I got! Things are working- Praise God! Grant and I left the dr's office in our separate cars and went to On the Border to eat. On our way, I was thanking and praising God. I started singing "Praise God from whom all blessings flow" and I got tickled! My blessings were flowing in the bathroom!

Thanks for the texts, comments, phone calls, and most of all prayers!

Update

2009-11-09T14:20:00.003-06:00

Grant and Addison left Friday morning, and Mom was on her way up here. When she got here we ran to Red Box and got some movies. We watched one movie, but then I was exhausted and ready to turn in. I was asleep by 9:00. I went to bed not knowing where Mom would sleep. I didn't want to be too big of a baby and ask her to sleep with me, but I didn't want to need her in the middle of the night and her not hear me. It brought me peace when I woke around 2:30 and she was sleeping beside me. Guess we never quit being our Mamma's baby!
Saturday morning was pretty uneventful. I pretty much sat around while mom waited on me. I figured out that the spasms occurred primarily when I was up and about or if I had been up and sat down. So in order to avoid the painful little things, I didn't move much, and still haven't. Sorry if this is TMI, just click off the blog now. This is my journal, and I have had several friends and family members call, text, and e-mail me to check on things. I am a prayer warrior and want as many prayers as possible so I want you to know what you are praying for!
Saturday afternoon, I noticed blood in the catheter bag. I called medical exchange, and the nurse told me to go on to the ER. So mom and I (and my large night time catheter, and my other full catheter bag in a Kroger bag, (we were a sight)), headed to Baptist. We waited for an hour until we were moved to a room in the ER. A very nice, yet OLDER, dr came in. He wanted a urine sample (I just sat there :)), and blood work. I requested to hear baby. Labor and Delivery nurses arrived right after a "messy" spasm, but seeing them lifted my spirits. She tried and tried, but once again, this little stubborn mess, wanted us to see him/her so it wouldn't let us see the heartbeat. They left to go get the portable ultrasound machine and the lady came in to do my labs. After a few prayers, mom leaving the room so she wouldn't faint, and three sticks, she finally had success. Why the only little thing God blessed me with was little veins, I don't know! By this time the labor/delivery nurses were back, and we saw a waving little baby- ooops I actually just typed boy, hum??!! No indication on the ultrasound of the sex, just a beating heart, open mouth and waving hand! Beautiful!
The ER dr came back in. He announced there was still infection showing up in the analysis which was probably causing the blood. He consulted the on call OB and they decided to leave in the catheter, so I wouldn't end up like I had on Thursday and be back in the ER. So 4 hours later, we left the ER knowing baby was OK, I had an infection, which we suspected, and I am to continue drinking lots of liquids.
Eventful day, but all ended well. I feel God had already answered so many prayers this weekend. I missed a call from my nurse Sheila on Friday morning. I was so upset, and just prayed that she would call back and she did. Addison had a fun weekend! The baby is doing OK, and I didn't have to stay in the hospital. Now I just pray for my appointment tomorrow. The plan is to remove the catheter, allow me to go on my own, put the cath back in to make sure the bladder is empty, and if all goes well and my prayers are answered, remove the catheter and life resumes as normal! Please pray! I actually want to go back to work! I will update tomorrow!
In closing- Addison's prayer last night-

Dear God,
Kingdom come, your be done
Help heal mommy so she can get this bag off her leg
so she will feel better
Amen

Big Girls Don't Cry-Unless..

2009-11-06T13:12:00.004-06:00

a) they are talking to their mothers

b) they can't take care of their child

c) they are hormonal

d) they have a Foley catheter

e) all the above

So my answer is e) all the above. There seems to be a trend of drama on Thursday, or at least the past 2 Thursdays. Last Thursday, we were frightened when we couldn't hear the baby's heartbeat. This Thursday I had to go to the doctor unexpectedly. I had to go to the bathroom more than usual on Wednesday. I just assumed it was pregnancy related. No discomfort, just frequent trips. Then Wednesday night, I woke twice to go which was unusual for me. At 4:30 Thursday morning, I had to go, but couldn't. This feeling of urgency with little result continued. By 8:00 I was just about ready to go to the ER. Instead I had my dear, sweet, friend Holly drive me to my doctor. I called on the way, but only left a message. Now this says a lot about how I was feeling. I am a rules person. I like to follow protocol, but protocol wasn't going to cut it for me! I showed up unannounced, apologized, and stated "I think I have a bladder infection and need to have a urinalysis." They had to pull my chart, and then let me talk to a phone nurse (in person) to get the order. By this time Sheila came by and was trying to decide if I needed to see a dr. The analysis came back OK (no blood), but they needed to send it for a culture. They could tell by this time, I had to see a dr. They were even a little concerned about it possibly being my cervix. This is when I got a little scared. Dr. B wasn't on call, but he squeezed me in. After hearing the baby's heartbeat :) he told me that the baby was very low, which could be part of the problem. He checked me and all looked fine with the baby. They ended up having to catheterize me, and they obtained a large amount of "output." Due to the volume and the obvious not working bladder, they decided to leave the catheter in, go ahead and start antibiotics and wait on the culture. Dr. B even consulted with an urologist. I am hoping that is the last of the urologist consultation! I go back Tuesday and we will see if all is working well then. If not, well we will cross that bridge when we get there.

I shed a few overwhelmed tears at the dr., but I knew I would fall apart talking to my momma. I don't understand this, but it always happens! As soon as I heard her voice, I got out I'm OK and then lost it. She was on a cruise this past week. She got in from Galveston late last night and is now on her way up here. Momma's are the best!

Addison felt the catheter on my leg and so I tried to explain it to her. She was a little freaked out, but the hardest thing was that I don't think she likes momma not feeling well. This breaks my heart, and makes me thankful for my health and ability to play with Addison and take care of her on a normal basis. This will pass, but there are sick mommas out there that aren't so lucky. I have prayed for them!

Yesterday afternoon, I experienced some leakage. This was diagnosed as bladder spasms. Today, that is the most bothersome part. None of this is fun, but the spasms are very uncomfortable! They only last a few seconds, but have been fairly frequent. These could be caused by the trauma from yesterday's fullness, the position of the baby/uterus, or just from the catheter itself. So fun times here!

I think the hormones are keeping me from convincing everyone I am fine. This situation is a nuisance, but this is totally dealable. The baby is fine, probably warm and cozy on top of my bladder, enjoying the vibrations from the spasms, and that is what makes it all OK. I look at Addison and think I would do anything, or go through anything for her, and I know when I see this little angel, I will feel the same way!

I am hanging out with my bag waiting for my momma to get here. Grant and Addison went to Fayetteville to the game. We already had that part planned, but I was having some girls from work over to scrapbook. I wanted them to go ahead and go. I think I can relax and rest better if I'm not worried about Addison, and I think she will be happier not having to worry about this thing on my leg!

So today, when you have to go to the bathroom, don't take it for granted! Thank God that you are able to! If you have children and are taking care of them, even in those frustrating moments, be thankful that your health allows you to! So much can change so fast!